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you are the future
you were born from your pain
I abuse her
she is happy when it rains
she is pious
and I am anxious to wait
I am tired
of seeing red everyday
it's the flesh that holds me down
in my dream I let you drown
it's the flesh that holds me down
the doors are closing in on me
we were born from blood and water
go on cherish your dead body
we were born from blood and water
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you put on unknown memory
it's a February blood drive
denim eyes always driving me
carbon poisoning
and heartsick melodies
for all the times we had
yeah I miss it bad
but I'll leave it at that
I wasn't happy then
I hope you feel ok
feeling better now
and if you're not ok
you know i'll be around
my angel heart breaks
bum bum bum
my angel heart aches
bum bum bum
being young is hard
it's even worse growing old
when we were in photographs
I was painted in silver and you were gold
did your mother ever hold you
when she taught you how to bike
lava lamp inside my old room
but you had a different light
I saw you cry
when you didn't hide
I'll always love you
that's why I try
I saw you hide
when you didn't cry
I'll always love you
that's why I try
I miss my friend
I miss her heart
I miss the way she never thought too hard
I was so young
and not so smart
I vow to never fix a broken heart
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STATEN - EDEN
04:31
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This is where God made you and me,
filled with water, blue skies, green life to breathe
But I’ll sing outside the garden we grew up in,
for I have made a grave mistake of not knowing what I’m doing.
I’m not prepared for how much I will miss you.
I’m not familiar on how to let love grow when hearts aren’t close.
I’m not prepared for how much I will miss you.
My hearts been getting weaker, and tell me my body won’t follow.
When I’m gone I hope that you’ll be safe.
How could I attack your faith when it’s
me who didn’t stay?
And this mistake will cost my life,
I’m not strong enough to be on my own.
My God I’m sorry, God I’m sorry
I should’ve been there for you.
If the love for me is gone don’t worry
I understand.
You were a part of me,
removed from my body.
Maybe when we’re older
we will find ourselves together,
locking eyes in one another,
I know we’re made for each other,
Our love was way too early,
will you still see me as worthy
for a chance?
I’ll wait for this
a love that I’ve always meant.
I’ll wait for you
a love that I won’t lose.
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STATEN - SORRY
04:02
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So this goes out to all the ones who believed in me,
maybe next time you can place your faith on someone who’s not afraid to be
someone else, somewhere new, something I could never do.
Coward, what a fake, liar, mistake.
I wonder where my passion went,
it must’ve took off when she left.
That’s no excuse, it’s nothing new,
I should’ve found it someone else.
I’m alone more than I should be,
bottle filled to the brim with whiskey.
I’ll hit the ground when I reach Florida,
I was only hoping you’d stay with me.
So this goes out to all the ones who believed in me,
maybe next time you can place your faith on someone who’s not afraid to be
someone else, somewhere new, something I could never do.
Coward, what a fake, liar, mistake.
This goes out to the ones who I promised to write a song,
to Derek, to Jess and Jess, to all the girls I fell in love with.
I’m sorry, I couldn’t do it, I choked, I fucking blew it.
Taylor, Christine, Andreia, I’m sorry.
Stop feeling sorry for myself,
My mother said I needed help.
I tried to kill myself back in July,
but I knew I couldn’t kiss you if I were to die.
What a selfish way to leave,
I couldn’t think about all the ones who needed me,
I couldn’t shake the fact that I was
worthless, so useless, wasted oxygen on a person.
Like cursive, filled with self-doubt
cause I’m not perfect, they heard this.
Called a doctor so I wouldn’t hurt anymore.
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